Well this is will be a short entry...I jus wanted to send my condolences out to muh gurly Tasha and her Ohana. They recently lost her grandpa My prayers go out to her and her Ohana! Now hez in a place where he will no longer suffer....he is at peace...

Keala

This weekend was okay. It started off AWESOME ! On friday my mom offered to watch  my son so I was pretty happy and so was Paul. Only because we never have time for what we call personal time So we were pretty stoked that we FINALLY get to spend time with eachother . But before that we went to go see Pauls dad in Waimanalo....I've met his dad before but this time I met his aunty and his 2 uncles. They cracked me up! His dad and his uncle is so funny!! They call themselves the "Beer Club" I really enjoyed myself there, it felt really comfortable! Well it was gettin late so Paul and I agreed to leave and go spend the rest of the night "together". Well we were thinking about goin to the beach to spend the rest of our night together but that wasnt a good idea cuz it was frikken cold *bRrrRrRR* and I wasnt really in the mood to get sand up muh ass! *LOL* So we ended up in a very TABOO place...(if you dont know where im talkin about and your not one of the gurlies then you really dont need to know) . We made love for 3 hours!! ! All I could say was OH MY GOD! *blushes* We made love over and over again until I got dizzy *LOL* and Im not even joking! I really got dizzy, I think he made me you know  so much times that the blood in my head went to ummm yah  *LMAO* *MMmmMMmmMMm*! I can still feel him all over me *mmMMMmmMMm* ANYWAYZ! He makes me feel so wonderful, and he satisfy's me to the fullest.....*sighs* I love him so much! So after we made love we fell asleep, but I knew I had to go home so we got up again and he made love to me one more time *blushes*...Sheesh you guys must think we're perverts huh? *LMAO* We are!!!  nah nah! We're just very much in love and we both make eachother very happy! Well after we made love again I finally went home.  I really didnt want to but due to certian "rules" we cant sleep together like we want too. Anywayz saturday was a pretty interesting day for me....I was online that morning and I decided to go ahead and check my offline messages for my s_weetbitc_h screen name and jus so happen that BITCH Lani pm'd me (read on the the next entry for details on that)......Anywayz then that afternoon I went to get Paul from work and then we went to his place where they were watching the UH football game....but we already had plans to go out karaoke with Shelley, Daryl, Marc, Conan and Kake. So we got ready and headed to Pearl City....that was okay...we sang and talked a litto bit, it was nice to see the "ohana na ola" again. I missed them ....I wish we all could see more of eachother...I missed raggin on Conan and Marc  but you guys know that I love you  *LOL* and Kake is gettin so big!! SO CUTE HER TUMMY!!  *sighs* I miss being pregoz sometimes...*LOL* okay maybe not! Anywayz after karaoke I took Paul home and then Imua and I headed home too . I hate leaving him....I cant wait till we get our own place so that we can just go home and fall alseep in eachothers arms.....well thats after we  of course!!  Anywayz...Sunday was pretty laid back....I stayed home again cuz my mom had my car!  My mom went to church and didnt get back till 230! I was so mad!!! I was supposed to be at Paulz job at 215!! *eRrRrRRRRr* So he had to wait for me ....But he sed he didnt mind but I dont like to make him wait, cuz I know he works hard and I know that he'z tired and that he wants to get home to take a shower and jus relax....anywayz I didnt get there until about 330...he wasnt mad or anything he jus looked VERY tired.....my poor baby, he needs a break and he needs to relax. Anywayz I took him home so he could get ready so we could go to his aunty'z house for a small party for his cuzin' who was here from Las Vegas....I got to meet some of his cuzin'z who are VERY kool....his dad'z side of the ohana makes me feel like i'm with my ohana, they act the same....*LOL* Well we stayed for a while we ate, wala'au, laugh and jus enjoy'd ourselves....after a while Imua was gettin fussy and he wanted to go sleep so we decided to leave...we drove around and we talked and talked and talked. Then we went to the park and sat and talked more....then we ended up .....we couldnt help it! When we're with eachother we cant keep our hands off of eachother we love eachother so much and we LOVE making love!! *mmMmMMMMmmm* Then after that we stayed for a litto while later then we headed back to his place.....When we got there we sat for a litto while more and talked....I love our convo'z....we alwayz have great converstions ! Well after a while we decided that it was time for him to go into the house and for me and Imua to head home .....and that was the end of our weekend......I really enjoyed my weekend, we got to spend some personal time together and some family time too...I love you baby Well I gotta go now....Take Carez.........ALOHAZ!!

 Keala

*ERrrRrRrRRR* I HATE XANGA! *pouts* STUPID FOOLZ!

LOOK AT THIS BITCH! HAHAHAHA! THINKING SHEZ ALL PURDY AND SKINNY! TOO BAD THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN IN 1993!!! YOU WERE STILL FAT AND UGLY THEN WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU LOOK ANY BETTER NOW?! HAHAHA! GIRL YOU WISH MY MAN WANTED YOU! HE NEVER WANTED YOU AND ALL YOUR DRAMA! YOU FUCKIN DRAMA QUEEN! ONLY A DUMB BITCH WOULD HANG AROUND HER BABY'Z DADDY WHO BEATS THE FUCK OUTTA HER! AND ONLY A FUCKIN LOSER WOULD GIVE HER KIDS UP CUZ SHE CANT HANDLE THEM! I SWEAR IM GLAND I SAVED PAUL FROM MAKING THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF HIS LIFE.....SEE THATS WHAT BEST FRIENDS ARE FOR! I LOVE YOU SWEETIE  ANYWAYZ BACK TO THE PATHETIC LOSER! *ErrRRrrRR* HERE IS THE FIRST OFFLINE MESSAGE SHE SENT ME AND MY BABY PAUL......

precious_pebblez (11/15/2002 8:25:13 PM): SO MUCH FOR TELLING THE TRUTH, SO MUCH FOR NEVER HURTING ME LIKE THE WAY YOUR EX-WIFE HURT YOU!!!! SO WASSUP WIT YOU AND KEALA? I TAUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO KALAMA AND GO THEIR WITH "YOUR BEST FRIEND", SOME BEST FRIEMD AND WHAT A FUCKIN' FIANCE!!!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME PAUL, JUST REMEMBER "EVERY DOG HAS THEIR DAY"!!!!

precious_pebblez (11/15/2002 8:27:55 PM): YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME LIKE THE WAY SHANE DID....BUT THIS HURT A MILLION TIMES WORSE!!!!!!

BITCH PLEASE!! FIANCE?? HAHAHAHA! ONLY IN YOUR LITTO MIND!.....THEN THIS IS WHAT I SENT BACK TO HER

mEeEeH (11:50:32 AM): DOG? WHO THE FUCK AREYOU CALLIN A DOG?! FIRST OF ALL YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT WHATEVER YOU AND PAUL HAD WOULD NEVER WORKED OUT! HE LOVEZ ME AND HE'Z ALWAYZ BEEN IN LOVE WITH ME! YES I AM HIS BEST FRIEND AND I HAVE ALWAYZ BEEN HIS BEST FRIEND AND NOW WE SHARE MORE! YOU CAN JUS FORGET ABOUT WHATEVER HAPPEN BETWEEN YOU AND HIM CUZ IT WILL NEVER BE THAT WAY AGAIN! FIANCE?  YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVED THAT HE WOULD MARRY YOU WHILE HE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME? WELL GIRL I GUESS YOU FEEL LIKE A DUMB ASS NOW HUH? DID YOU REALLY THINK HE COULD RESIST ME WHILE YOU LIVED SO FAR AWAY?  I KNEW THAT YOU AND PAUL HAD "SOMETHING" AND IT REALLY DIDNT MATTER TO ME! I LOVE HIM AND I HAVE LOVED HIM FOR A LONG TIME NOW AND NOTHING NOT EVEN YOU WILL COME IN THE WAY OF ME GETTIN WHAT I WANT!

mEeEeE (12:33:23 PM): DONT BOTHER PMING HIM AGAIN. HE WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE.....HE HAS WHAT HE WANTS AND HE IS VERY HAPPY. IF YOU WANNA STILL BE HIS FRIEND THEN THATZ COOL BUT IM TELLIN YOU RIGHT NOW THAT WHATEVER YOU AND PAUL HAD IS JUS WHAT IT IS......YOU "HAD" AND IT WILL NEVER BE THAT WAY AGAIN!

HAHAHA!! FUCK YOU BITCH!...AND THIS IS HOW SHE RESPONDED TO THAT......

precious_pebblez: Did you say cry??!!! Come the fuck on....I'm LAUGHING This is some funny shit, I'm CEEJAY and unlike other sorry ass bitches, I moved the fuck on before you he even knew it. Convince yourself that you did some terrible thing to me....cause BITCH you neva and neva will, and you will neva please him the way I did...once you had CEEJAY, you will always want more and more and more and he will want more...your just there to take care of his needs while I'm here:
Yahoo! Messenger: precious_pebblez is currently offline. The message will still be sent and they will see it next time they log in. (11/23/2002 12:36 PM)

AND HERE IS WHAT I SENT HER

s_weetbitc_h (12:41:38 PM): I really hope you believe yourself  cuz girl i dont and he dont
s_weetbitc_h (1:03:17 PM): BITCH?  YOU JUS DONT KNOW! I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS AND WHO THE FUCK YOU REALLY ARE.....ALL I CARE ABOUT IS MY MAN! YOU WISH YOU COULD STILL CALL HIM YOURZ BUT BITCH PLEASE! HE NEVER WANTED YOU AND ALL YOUR BAGGAGE! HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR PATHETIC LIFE SO DONT BE COMIN AROUND TALKIN YOUR SHIT TO ME CUZ YOU GOT PLAYED! AND YOUR RIGHT I WONT PLEASE HIM THE WAY YOU DID CUZ OBIVOUSLY YOU DIDNT DO A VERY GOOD JOB AT IT! I PLEASE HIM IN EVERY SINGLE WAY YOUR LITTO MIND CAN POSSIBLY IMAGNE AND THEN SOME  BITCH IM HERE TO STAY FOR GOOD HEZ MINE AND HEZ ALWAYZ GONNA BE MINE EVEN IF YOU EVER DO COME BACK TO OAHU......YOU AINT SHIT TO HIM! IM HIS WORLD AND AINT NUTTIN GONNA CHANGE THAT! SO BACK THE FUCK OFF!

NOW BITCH IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT PAUL REALLY THINKS OF YOU THEN JUST PM ME AGAIN! OR CALL HIS CELLPHONE AND SEE WHO ANSWERS  YOU'VE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG GURLIE! YOU JUS DONT KNOW! GO TAKE CARE OF YOUR KIDS AND GET SOME HELP SO THAT MAN OF YOURS STOPS BEATING THE FUCK OUTTA YOU! I THINK THE HIT YOU A FEW TIMES TO MANY CUZ YOUR BRAIN IS PRETTY FUCKED UP TO THINK THAT MY MAN WANTS YOU!

Anywayz....I have to go get ready to pick up Paul and show him what I did ! Big shout outs go out to my sis  *LOL* But its okay...I can just imagine what will happen when we move in together  OMG I feel sorry for our neighbors and our roomates  I KNOW they wont get much sleep  *mmMMmMMMmm* I can't wait!!!! ANYWAYZ....Yesterday was a good day....Paul was off so we decided to go apartment hunting......It was fun! We looked at this 3 bedroom 2.5 bath townhouse it wasnt "beautiful" but it was good enough for us and kehau, paka, leila and the new edition . The bedroomz where big and the bathrooms were big, the only thing I didnt like was the carpet....it was OLD *LOL* it looked like something from the 50's....but thats okay it was soft and Imua was having a blast!! Then we went to look at another house 3 bedroom 2 bath house....it was small . Then we headed back to Kailua. Paul took me to a park where there were ppl flying remote control airplanes! It was so cool, there were these 2 planes "dog fighting" We had a nice time there and we got to talk more....Well after that we endend up at Kailua Beach....if it wasnt so farking cold *brRrRrRRr* it would have been perfect! But Imua was freezing his litto kulu off!! Poor baby! So we only stayed in the water for a litto bit, then we just sat on the beach and watched the ppl on the beach and talked more. I swear I there is never a time when I'm with him that I'm ever bored. We alwayz have something to talk about, there is never a silent moment! Well after the beach we went back to his house to take a shower and get ready to go out....we ended up at Mcdonalds  we talked more and then we decided to go take a ride around town. He took me through LaniKai....FRIKKEN RICH ASS PEOPLE! Nice ass housez! Makes me jealous!  But I would rather be happy then have all the $ in the world.....anywayz! After that we ended up on the other side of town. We ended up goin down this dark and scary road...I dont even know where the heck we were! All I could think about was "MORGANZ CORNER" *LOL* and I kept tellin Paul to turn around and go back....I'm such a wuss! *LOL* After driving around we found this litto secluded place to ummmm  YAH! *BLUSHES* But it wasnt what we wanted! We dont like to rush things...we like to take it slow and we like to touch and feel and taste eachother which takes about 3 hrs! Not 1/2 hr  But oh well.....I guess we gotta do it this way untill things get better....Well after we umm yah , I took him home and we talked more about our future and about what we want and how fast we need to do this cuz we both HATE being so far away from eachother  Well I have to get going now Imua is up!  Take care...ALOHAZ